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| is it me or r most males full of shyt?
by mizzcici at 8/21/2008 12:48:24 AM
right now, i'm just posted and thinking about my life & the situations that have took place in my life. i've been single for 2 1/2 almost 3 years. It's been by choice & by force. The reason for it being by choice is bc I choose who & what I will put up with. The reason for it being by force is bc males choose to f**k up the situation by not keepin it 100 from jump or they do sumthin to f**k up how i look at them (then i shut down & push away). I've done my share of playin games(when needed), dating, & being single lol. Honestly I've been through alot (shyt who hasn't lol) but sum situations have caused me to shut down & push people away. It doesn't take much to  piss me off at this point either (that's mostly due to postpartum, shyt u try being by urself through ur whole pregnancy without a "REAL COMPANION" that shyt will drive u  U'll be ready to  & stupid azz folks out too!!). I hate when a male tells me he's gonna do sumthin and then he does anotha thing or he doesn't do it at all lol don't do that shyt !!!! Y can't ya'll just be REAL & do what u supposed to do. I'm tired of being LOYAL, only to find myself hurt & ready to say "to hell wit all ya'll & go to playing teams."  I know I'm worth tha world, but yet I don't ask for tha world.  I wish most of these males could concieve & give birth to a child, then maybe ya'll would appreciate us more!!!!
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